Alone

I walk through all the hard times
hiding the pain and sorrow I feel
No one understands
Everything is going numb a feeling I can't explain.
I walk alone, heart empty
For no reason at all
Constantly fighting myself again and again
to understand why.
Everyone is so stressed too busy to understand
No time to talk

So many friends hurting inside
To afraid to let it out
Don't want to let the walls down
But eventually we all break down.

I walk alone through the memories which I have pushed away
Playing the moments I wish I could fix.
I can't do anything just right
There is always a flaw
I'm one big mistake
If I could I would erase myself
So I wouldn't have to live with this fear.

I walk alone down the forest path
Staring into the river I look at myself
Disappointed at the person I see.

I sit alone thinking about the things I've done.
How long will I be alone until I fade away?